I first have been introduced to sex with black men when Iwas 17 and first coming out in terms with my sexuality, as the black man and his white friend beat me up and raped me. Few years later I met a white top who drugged me and made me his sex toy/slave. I got hooked to both drug and sex and he made me accept and love myself as sex slave to other men. After he moved, I had sex with few black men and totally fell in love them. Then I met a black man whose friend used to deal drugs. Together they made me their sex slave sometimes drug induced or sometimes just physically dominating and controllin me to their pleasure. Now I will only have sex with black masters. But more and more I find myself needng more than just sex. I love worshipping and serving black men every where as much as I can. I have two black co-workers and I love when they ask me for favors. Now I am starting to wonder and fantasize about being owned by a black master permanently so hopefully this site will help me to share, explore and eventually meet my true master someday.
Christian, you've had an interesting yet violent history. I am glad that you have obviously grown from those experiences. Being "owned" is like any other relationship... requires commitment by both parties. It's one of the harder relationships to form because of the level of trust needed to truly become "owned".
I would be interested in discussing this further with you. Feel free to contact me to continue dialogue.
This poll pertains to the BMR website members.
ReplyDeleteI first have been introduced to sex with black men when Iwas 17 and first coming out in terms with my sexuality, as the black man and his white friend beat me up and raped me. Few years later I met a white top who drugged me and made me his sex toy/slave. I got hooked to both drug and sex and he made me accept and love myself as sex slave to other men. After he moved, I had sex with few black men and totally fell in love them. Then I met a black man whose friend used to deal drugs. Together they made me their sex slave sometimes drug induced or sometimes just physically dominating and controllin me to their pleasure. Now I will only have sex with black masters. But more and more I find myself needng more than just sex. I love worshipping and serving black men every where as much as I can. I have two black co-workers and I love when they ask me for favors. Now I am starting to wonder and fantasize about being owned by a black master permanently so hopefully this site will help me to share, explore and eventually meet my true master someday.
ReplyDeleteChristian, you've had an interesting yet violent history. I am glad that you have obviously grown from those experiences. Being "owned" is like any other relationship... requires commitment by both parties. It's one of the harder relationships to form because of the level of trust needed to truly become "owned".
ReplyDeleteI would be interested in discussing this further with you. Feel free to contact me to continue dialogue.